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Thursday, 14 February 2013 || 04:29
Hi, it's valentines today. How are you guys spending your day? Bet it's either home or date right? Hm, school is boring during valentines. :( I thought i might see some courageous guys confessing to girls but... well NAH NONE. Probably they confessed without me knowing but to all guys who confessed. TRIPLE THUMBS UP ! I just liked how they have the courage to confess. If i were a boy, i would make my girl feel so god damn special. Even though some people say, if you want to make her feel special, also no need to wait till valentines what. BLAHBLAH. Encountering that, i think that it's valentines that make me have the drive to make her feel special. I wanna want her to realise that the things i do and going to be more unique and better than other guys. ^^
So here's my story of this year's valentines....
So today pretty much rained the whole day which is like SO SO bad. Then, school ends at 0330pm which is OH MANZ. So, after school, what i planned was, lunch > movie > romantic walk. Went down to the canteen to find my boy. Even though i asked him to buy the tickets, he said it was raining so he didnt buy and waited for me instead. Ok thats fine i thought. After my classes, i went down to the canteen. Pretty much every one of his friends were there. So, we jogged to the bus stop and took the bus to the mall. Went to the cinema to get the tickets. Queue was long. Tickets were selling fast. It's okay, i don't watch already. Even though i've been waiting for so long to watch this awesome movie. Wanted to eat my all time fave, baked rice. Everyone started complaining that it was too expensive. Its okay. Pepper lunch instead. Ate ate ate. After that, walked aroundddddddd. Then went home after that. The end. That's pretty my valentine's date with my boy & HIS FRIENDS.
However, there's some unwillingness inside me that says, WTH. Forget it. He dont mind, why should i? I shouldn't be the one bitching around right? I'm sorry for the behaviour towards him though. I was pulling on a black face and ignored him. I knew he was trying but that couldn't put out the fire inside me. I was, sooooooo upset that i couldn't catch my movie today. Even though i thought i planned everything nicely. All this had to be blamed on me. I shouldn't had forgotten to buy the tickets yesterday. :(
And its so unfair seeing sweet couples going on a date. For example, i saw the junior with his bf. His bf bought twelve cupcakes for her and they went to catch a movie too. AWWWWWWWWW.
I dont wanna love anyone anymore. It freaking hurts when disappointment comes when youre expecting some great actions. It just sucked. Like, i dont wanna live anymore. Why do i have that thought. GOsHHHH...
Pimple outbreak, fats, eyebags. What else. LOTS MORE. SIGH, i dont know how to live anymore.
Forget it. I got a present from my fridge ! It's a huge bar of toblerone ! OHMYGOD IM RETARDED. whatever bye.
