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Tuesday, 2 July 2013 || 05:58
Hi peeps, just a random post tonight. I'm down with fever. :(
So, i'm finally back in July when my last post was in February. That's super long i know. HEHE. At least i came back. Shall skip all the MARCH APRIL MAY and go on to JUNE. Because, the months are all, school school exams results blahblahblah. Just afraid that i bore people to death. June isn't really an interesting month but, at least it wasn't ALL about school !
I dontknow why but my i have a weak immune system. First week into the hols and, TADAH SICK again. :(
I felt weak. :(
Totally was coughing till my throat was dead manx. Went to doc's when i accompanied my mum to the polyclinic for a checkup though. :)
The rest of the hols were just like, town jp jem jcube walkwalk. So sorry dad, i spent too much during the hols. :( Overspent by a lot. TEEHEE.
The hot talk of the hols: THE INDO HAZE. I swear i really hate the haze like seriously. It came during the hols, making me cancel plans here and there and just when school is going to start, IT VANISHED. And we all had to go back to school without even enjoying the last week of hols. Science camp was cancelled and it meant that lessons were missed and i had to try double hard for sciences to catch up now. Didn't do anything much for the hols, i guessed i could say that i really have no life. Was just, walking around shopping and ice skating on the last second day of the hols. The rest were pretty boring, like walking around malls and such. I REALLY HAVE NO LIFE.
Anyway, i am now anticipating the next chalet which is on the 26th of July. I really do hope it would be fun. Actually till this point, im already tired of posting. Well, i'm a sick girl YAW.
After this half hearted sort of personal recount i had wrote. It's time to rant. HOHOHO. I'm really feeling unwell but why don't people appreciate what I had done for them? I really don't understand. Maybe i was wrong for doing so much.
From now on, i won't care anymore. I don't want to do anything for them anymore, it's just making my efforts go down the drain. They don't really care too. I guessed. They'll just be, whatever that bitch stopped talking, THATS GOOD NEWS. whatever la.
A lil too unique for anyone. When people says. hey i love you. They don't actually mean it. I know. From the bottom of my heart, i hear their lies. All they do is to act. Act that they love me. Those lies, i'm not even surprised anymore. Judgmental world, judgmental society.
Guys, stop saying things that you don't mean. It's like giving me hope and then throwing me into the deepest pits of hell. It hurts actually. Expecting so much and what i got in return? Nothing but disappointments.
Sorry, but yes you should.
I thought friends are supposed to support each other? They ignored me. What to do? Stop talking to them. YES, this is me. I'd been hurt so many times that i don't really feel anything.
Seems that their lives would be better if i didn't exist. But on the other hand, if i didn't, they won't either. TROLOLOLOL. I really can't give in and being all emotional and stuff manx. I'm too active for a sick person already. LE SIGH, people are horrible beings. Don't wanna see them.
I'm emphasizing THIS.
Actually, came to think of it, i'm actually a vindictive being. A real killer. I would swear to take revenge. Can't seem to forget what people did to me well. But at the same time, i'm really a cheerful girl. Think so! Or not. I think i have a split personality rather. It's almost scary when i come to think of it. PMS? But i can feel two emotions at a time. Like literally. I can be happy and upset at the same time. I don't why but im not a FREAK !
Ya Ya Ya, so tired of people trying to act like they care.
Haters gonna hate ~
