SO, i got back my MT results and obviously, not an A. I cried on the spot for god knows what reasons. Actually, my standard ain't really an A but well, since i'm in the top chinese class... Well... Gotta accept reality and buck up for the retest at the end of the year. Am hoping to get at least an A2. But, if i really aren't up to that standard, just forget it. I'm weak at chinese. That sums up for the chinese part. So, the rest except English oral are still far from now. And I could say english oral was horrible. I was like blabbering and i didn't even know what i was saying. I just spoke whatever came to my mind and i'm sure it's gonna have consequences. I wanna die. I felt so embarrassed after the oral. Cause i think i must had lost my mind. It's like nothing to say yet forcing words out of my mouth. OH DAMN.